stuff # 1. my gramma won't let me take karate after this month because I've missed 3 times in the last 3 months. bull shit.

stuff # 2. I'm having doubts about myself in each and every fathomable area of dislike for myself. yay.

stuff #3. I'm selling books. You should buy some of them.

stuff #4. The world is a riddle, encoded for each of us to attempt at deciphering at our own time and in our own way, never to fully understand the significance of each and every clue till the final curtain.

stuff #5. I'm reading more than I'm sleeping lately.

stuff #6. I'm reading more than I'm sleeping OR eating lately.

stuff #7. I'm selling a guitar. You should buy it. It's beautful.

stuff #8. You should check out friendsoffail on youtube.

stuff #9. why is it that exactly when you figure out that it's all gonna be ok, someone else comes up to you and poses a problem in your ecstasy, such as, oh i dunno, them loving you after years of you trying to get them to love you and now you finally gave up because your heart was just SO DAMN EXHAUSTED but now they want you back because now that they see that you're finally, genuinely happy and it's not with them they can't seem to live with their mistakes and just want to do anything ANYTHING to take it back but realize they can't so they're going to do whatever they can to make you happy without having you for their own *hhha hhha hhha out of breath* but you know that breaks your heart even more... because deep down you still love them...

stuff #10. I need a job.